All right, so last night I switched into my new Bon4Plus. Removing the old one was interesting, and sarianax suggested I take the opportunity to clean my cock, but quickly realized she didn’t trust me alone with it (I’ll explain why below), so washed it for me. Which was nice. Now I’m feeling more into the idea of regular cleanings. ;)
I messed with the different ring sizes and decided to follow all the advice I read online which was to start with the smallest, despite the second-smallest being the same size as the CB6000 ring I settled on.
Putting it on wasn’t as bad as I feared based on reviews. Maybe my experience with other devices helped. It wasn’t EASY, but I also did it without help. Getting the ring around my balls took some work, particularly as I followed the advice to lube the ring, but eventually I slipped one through, and the other followed easily once most of my scrotum was on the other side to guide it. Slipping my cock through after that was a bit of a feat, though, further suggesting getting out of this thing was going to be hard.
I tested out the comfort with me at full erection ( sarianax was very helpful with that), and while it was tight, it wasn’t painful, so I felt pretty good about it, allowing us to continue with the cage portion.
That was harder, mainly because I had to get soft. After five days in confinement, getting soft wasn’t especially easy. We watched some TV to help. I took advice I’d read online and used one of her thigh-highs to guide myself into the cage. In particular I’d read this advice for intact men for ensuring the foreskin stays forward, and while my cock is of the mutilated variety, my restoration efforts have been coming along and I decided to try to keep what skin I’d gained so far as far forward as possible. I was hoping it would help promote the de-keratinization of my glans like the 12 days in the cage last time did (even if it’s temporary), would help reduce any reversal of progress from not continuing my efforts by keeping the skin pulled forward, and it might look cool. It worked, and the skin managed to cover a rather large portion of my head, although unevenly. I don’t know if it’ll have the other desired effects, but so far it looks pretty cool that way.
Once that was done, the strap went around the ring (an involved process, but not difficult), and when I felt like I was as comfortable as I would be, the lock went on.
The cage is really interesting, particularly because it pushed my balls forward and slightly outward, giving me a rather larger overall package and putting my balls in a very tight position. But it managed to be much more comfortable than I thought likely for that. Even sitting was fine.
The best part, though, without question, was realizing that unlike the CB6000, getting out of this thing would be hell. Thanks to the grip of the silicone, the tightness of the ring, and the overall configuration, pulling out, while clearly not impossible as with any non-piercing-based cage, was going to be extremely prohibitively hard. Which is good, because I pulled myself out of my CB6000 twice in the last week (SarianaX hasn’t yet told me what my punishment will be) when I was alone with it after using baby oil in it and in the shower. It was so easy that it quite depressed me to the whole concept. And getting it back in was nearly as easy. It basically ensured I could yank my cock out and jack off with ease any time I pleased. Yes, I realize that I already knew that from my epic ruined orgasm from a year and a half ago, but being reminded both of that fact, and the fact that when it comes to my cock I have NO willpower, was rough on me. The Bon4Plus breathes life back into this kink for me. And probably as, if not more, important than how hard it would be to pull out of this thing is how hard it would be to put myself back in it after I did. I’ll probably continue to avoid the word “impossible,” but it looks like it would be damn near it. Insanely hard, at the least. Combined, there’s no way in hell I could do it while taking a bathroom break or showering. Plus, assuming my foreskin doesn’t naturally shift, I think its placement would be a dead giveaway if I did re-seat it. Without using the thigh-high to get it back into place, I couldn’t possibly get the same result. That might be a good enough reason alone to maintain my foreskin forward like this. Accountability.
Sleep, however, turned out to be a very different story. I had started to finally get used to the CB6000 in that regard, and yesterday morning I woke up with minimal erection pains after a mostly event-free night. This morning was quite different, with my balls in excess pain all night, and me up very early from it. I had to get up to go pee to try to help alleviate it, and use other tricks. I think one thing that hurt me in general is a rather obvious one: with the ring so tight, it acts as a cock ring, which ensures my erection lasts MUCH longer than it would naturally. So simply refocusing isn’t enough, as the blood can’t drain quickly enough. So my erections weren’t brief, and the tightening was pretty bad. So when SarianaX’s alarm clock went off and she woke up, I asked her for permission to be unlocked to refit the device with a more comfortable ring, and she agreed, as she had suspected this one was too tight all along.
With my cock freed again, I gave it some time off from the cage for my skin to rest. I managed to avoid playing with myself, or really even touching myself beyond what was necessary for refitting, which surprises even me. Lack of willpower for pulling out in private or not, I’m still committed to this concept. I did notice a large bruise on my scrotum from the arm of the cage. Not fun. But I’ll deal with it. I’m sure it’ll heal and my skin will adjust.
I eventually tried the next ring-size up, but after a little time with it I felt like it was still tight around my skin to an unreasonably painful level, so moved up one more to the 48mm ring, or second-largest, which is larger than my CB6000 ring. The fit is more comfortable, and putting it on and my cock through it was much easier. This concerned me a little, but once I used the thigh-high to get myself into the cage and tightened the ring, I felt better. Almost all of the same rules of pulling out from above still apply here. The insanely tight fit may no longer be a preventive factor, but the shape, positioning, and silicone grip all make pulling out an incredibly daunting task, and fitting back in without removing the lock looks to be unlikely as ever.
One catch I did just notice that I’ve read people complain about with the larger rings is that I was able to push one of my balls back through the cage into my body. Ow, yes, and would suck if it happened by accident. Presumably I could do the same with the other, and then remove the whole cage. Again, though, this is where having someone other than myself to answer to comes into play: I don’t believe I could get it back on. Still, I’ll keep an eye on this and maybe switch down to the size between these two and see if that resolves the issue if it becomes one. I think my skin needs to adjust to this new device overall, and once it has I might be able to take a smaller ring. Although for all I know I could have popped my ball through the first one, too, since I never tried.
I’ve also played with jacking my caged package, and so far the results are in the “I could probably come under the right circumstances” area. I haven’t yet brought myself to the edge doing that, but I imagine if I were either dedicated or frustrated enough, I’d probably succeed. But there’s a lot less movement in this cage when I’m hard, so my head can’t rub against anything, even if I can squeeze it and feel it. So even if not perfect, I think it’ll be harder. I also haven’t found any signs yet that I can auto-jack in this cage, so that might be better. But I won’t hold my breath. Where there’s a will there’s a way, and my will is pretty focused on ejaculating as much as humanly possible.
But that’s it. At the moment I’m sitting here fully caged, but without the lock back on. It’s so tempting to take this thing off and jack off while I wait for SarianaX’s return, but part of the reason I’m even writing that here, publicly, is accountability. I won’t. I’m committed to this and her, even if I failed her, and me, by pulling out of the last cage. Circumventing the cage to touch myself is one thing, purposefully coming is another. Besides, I can’t afford an additional 22 days.